{EDIT} Yay Desired is finally up and running!! I definitely want to congradulate myself for my last min motivation.. I've been trying to start & finish the site for the past I DONT KNOW HOW LONG! I STILL HAVE TO WORK ON THE NAVIGATION SO BARE WITH ME PLEASE, THANK YOU! {/EDIT}

Well thats what I did today, cried my heart out. Not just because I wanted to be a big cry baby but it just broke my heart to see everything going wrong. First thing is, I've been waiting on my poor little car to get fixed for a month! More than a month now! So me being without transportation makes it difficult for me to find a job. Big thing about having a job is the fact that me, my hubby, and my friend Amber are all moving in together in June. I can't wait until that day comes. I've planned everything, a canopy bed, silk sheets, decorating my god son's room and everything!
But back to the crying situation..! I just feel like I don't ever want any help from anyone. I can't believe how some people treat you. && I realize that I've been so nice to my family, well I try to do everything I can to make ppl happy and sometimes I get a crappy return. I can understand that the economy is bad and everyone is broke and can't help others. But when someone needs help.. who the hell do they run to? MEEE!! and I think im going to stop being so nice. I stress so much lately and i dont need that at all! I'm worrying about so much, how family always makes me angry and trys to kick my g/f out. I'm the one living here and it doesnt feel right for someone else to barge in on me and boss me around. Thats why I can't wait until my 18th birthday gets here.. I've been praying for this day to come. See my 18th birthday will be such a relief for me.. if you ever want to know why I'll take the time and tell you. But most teenagers say there life is the same when they become an adult.. but for me it'll be the best miracle I could wish for